Blood, Tears and Gold

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I want to change my url. But I'm too lazy to do so and I don't know how.





















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I miss my old blog.















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What if?

A great movie.

It's not like I don't have anything to update. I really have tons of things to tell you guys if I wanted to. But I didn't. Well, I didn't have the time and if I may add, passion to write anything. 

A lot of things happened in these past few weeks (or is it months?) I have been busy, and still is, with assignments. Stress has been my middle name for quite some time now. I should really start writing. I don't know, a book maybe. The title would be 'dull' or 'boring' or something along those lines. 

Wait. Let me grab myself a glass of orange juice. Wait.

Ok so you guys won't even know if I really went and got myself a glass of OJ. Whatever. But I really did stop writing and drank a glass of OJ.

I'm graduating soon. Soon as in a year or less from now. I'm not ready. I'm never ready. When I finished school and got into University, I had no idea what I was doing. Clueless. But it happened and here I am, figuring out what to do for my internship next semester. The future is never easy. The what-ifs really bother me. What if I picked the wrong path? What if this choice is better than that? What if I fail miserably? What if this? What if that? Sigh.

I just hope I'd pick the right choice and I can do what I'm passionate about and I can be successful and my parents would be the happiest people on earth.

Wait, what? I have a blog?

Haha yeah. I haven't updated this blog in a long time. I've been really busy (not really). I've decided that it's time for...

A segment where I recommend you my favourite songs with hope that you guys actually read this. :)

Infinite - Paradise

Patrick Stump - This City Feat. Lupe Fiasco

Martin Solveig & Dragonette - Hello

B1A4 - Fooool

We've got obsessions

This photo has nothing to do with this post. I just need to post this here because look how effortlessly beautiful and fashionable she is.

LOL remember this?

Yeah being the lazy girl that I am, I neglected this challenge. And jsyk, I never have, in my 21 years of living, finished a survey or challenge like this. Seriously. I did it halfway and I forgot about it and moved on with my life. And I forgot that I have a blog too. I need to upgrade my memory space or something. I keep forgetting things. Will I continue this challenge? Well, this is a mystery. I can't and won't promise anything. First; I have a terrible memory. Second; I don't usually keep my promises because, refer to First.

And I've been listening a lot to CN Blue lately. I think First Step is a great album. I like most of their songs in the album. Jonghyun's voice is a plus. and Jonghyun's dimples. and his perfect face. and his shyness. and his eyes... so perfect OTL.

Soooo... Eid Mubarak is just around the corner! Yeah... Okay...

and oh hahahaha I forgot how to add pictures here LOL. My memory is trolling. So yeah! You should listen to CN Blue's First Step album. I'm thinking of buying the album. and 2NE1's latest mini album, and Infinite's Over The Top, and SNSD's ITNW concert dvd. /le sigh. Oh money please grow on trees and make us all happy.

Imagine

CN Blue - Imagine

Lets just take a moment, breathe, sit back, relax and listen to this calming song... and Jonghyun's soothing voice ^^. Why is he so perfect? sobs.

Mungkin Nanti

I saw my sister's post on her blog today. I don't know what made her write that post and she seemed so down. I don't know why. A part of me is really sad reading the post. She's so fragile.

Well Una, I can't read your mind and even if I can, I probably can't make all the sadness go away. But trust me, everything will be okay in time. And you have to think that there are so many others that had it worse than you. You should be grateful for everything you have.

Or you're probably feeling lonely. The thought that no one in the world understands you and suddenly, small problems become big and you feel like you're about to explode in misery. Believe me, I've faced and experienced that before. Just the same, if not more than you.

Or... you're just probably PMS-ing. I don't know. But no matter what, don't be a pessimist. There's so much beauty in life for you to feel shitty. Cheer up. Everything will be alright.

Day 1

SNSD 30-Day Challenge: Day 1.

1. Your first bias

Jung Sooyeon (Jessica)

I think I first started liking her when I watched an episode of Star Golden Bell and I just like her. She seems very cold, hence the Ice Princess nickname but she's just shy and she's actually really funny. Sometimes she's just so slow in understanding jokes but at other times, she can laugh so hard at the same joke over and over again. She loves to sleep. Sleeping is like her favourite past time but she really loves to read too. Air conditioner is her best friend. Her voice is one of the best in SNSD. I can go on forever writing about this girl. I think this is enough.

over the top

So I've decided to have a blog like normal people do. The last layout was frustrating. This one better be good. It's a little unorganized for now but it gets better in time. Well I hope so. -___-

Maybe I should put a real and related title from now on.

I wish I had the talent to draw like some people.

P/S: That damn audio player seems to hate me. It's not playing.

This Time No

For lunch today Mama made 떡볶이 a.k.a Spicy Rice Cake. I really want to post the pictures here but my laptop is being a pain in the nose. It won't let me receive or send any bluetooth file. So I'll just settle with a picture from Google.

It looks exactly like this minus the sesame seeds. And it tastes really good. And it's super easy to make. LOL of course, because it was Mama who prepared it.

And I realized something...

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This blog looks better if I centralize my post. And it looks good when I post bigger pictures and videos. I hate it when my blog looks unorganized. Probably should change my layout. Sigh. I'm too lazy to find it OTL. Urgh but that Spicy Rice Cake tastes soooo good.

Oh yeah. I'll post my playlist here.

My Recently Added Songs on iTunes.

The ones I highlighted with red and blue are the ones you should listen to. But you can always listen to it all.

Be Mine

Infinite - Be Mine MV

I pray no tears in your dreams

I hate going through and reading my old posts.

It's lame.

I'm not calling for a second chance

I'm back again my followers (as if I have many)! I'm actually excited to go watch Harry Potter tomorrow. I know it's probably a bit late for some people but hey, better late than never right? So...what shall I report to you guys today?

Oh yeah. I'm introducing you to a probably famous youtuber, whatever you call them. This is what I actually do when I'm bored. He's funny and he's british. Everyone is attractive once you found out that they're british right? Or am I the only one who thinks that? Yeah okay. So what I was trying to say is that he has a british accent. He's Charlie. and did I mention that he's funny? and a nerd too. and me, being the nice person that I am, is providing you with one of his videos here.

I wanted to post a TV show that I watched recently but this post will be too long and I won't have any idea to post next time so I'll save it for next post yeah. So yeah that's probably it. I don't know. This is probably a waste of post. Yeah whatever.

JSYK Session: #nowlisteningto James Blunt - Same Mistake.

Take Me To The Place

Oh hai there again. Hai. There. Again.

So... yeah. Hai. Nothing much happened lately. Nothing significant. Oh I finally got my copy of AAGG! After so much whining and not very much persuading, I had a deal with Abah. Anyway, thanks Abah. I'll do better next semester! FU the DVD takes so long to finish and I'm not complaining. So good to watch the dorks. Una doesn't want to watch it with me because she probably doesn't want anything to do with SNSD and I know she's secretly afraid of falling in love with the girls. I know it. I just know it.

and something I found over the internet while I was hunting something;

“You say that you love rain, but you open your umbrella when it rains. You say that you love the sun, but you find a shadow spot when the sun shines. You say that you love the wind, but you close your windows when wind blows. This is why I am afraid, you say that you love me too.” - William Shakespeare.

Pretty straight-forward and no need for further explanation right?

So, I discovered today that SM have just opened a store with all official SM goods. The store is in Taiwan. and all of the sudden I want a best friend who studies there or who's travelling there. Sigh. I wish I was in a place where I can buy all the goods in the blink of an eye.

Okay, I've decided to put my playlist of songs that I'm currently listening to. Just because it seems fun... and less dull. and I'll probably recommend some songs. This is not a promise though. I might or might not do it. Depends on my mood. 

So here's the playlist. I even translated Korean to English for your convenience. I'm so sweet and thoughtful. Okay I'm gonna give a few thoughts on the song.

B1A4 - Only One: I like the lyrics.

B2ST - I'm Sorry: I found this while going on video hunting on Youtube. Many of my favourite songs from this group are similar to this. Easy, Clenching a Tight Fist, On Rainy Days.

MBLAQ - I Shouldn't Say: Song from their new album. I'm impressed. They've improved so much.

SNSD - It's Love: Actually sang by Taeyeon and Sunny as an OST. Love their voices.

Ungu - Percaya Padaku: My brother listened to this in his car and I thought "Not bad".

2PM - Like A Movie: The song on my blog. My favourite song of their latest album.

Beyonce - Best Thing I Never Had: A nice, slow R&B song.

Boneca - Tunjukkan Aku: I never figure out what this song is about but if you ask me, I'll say it's about God :)

CN Blue - Don't Say Goodbye: I have always loved CN Blue's slow songs; mostly the ones that Jonghyun wrote. But this one is written by Yonghwa and it's actually good because I like Yonghwa and Jonghyun's voice when they sing slow songs. So soothing.

Dixie Chicks - Not Ready To Make Nice: I first listen to this song probably back in the year 2007. I thought the lyrics is about being angry and all but I got to know that they wrote this song in respond to what Bush did. I didn't know exactly what but they're against Bush. Great song.

KAT-TUN - One Drop: First Japanese band that I paid attention to. Great group, great song.

SNSD - Way To Go!: A slightly rock-ish song. With guitars and drums that we rarely get to hear in their other songs.

Super Junior - Dead At Heart: I don't really listen to Super Junior but this is one of the few songs that I listen to. Sad ;___;

Wonder Girls - A Sorry Heart: My favourite song from this group.

2NE1 - In The Club: Great tune, great lyrics, great voices. Just simply a great group.

Adele - Hiding My Heart: The title says it all. Everyone can relate to.

Epik High - 1 Minute 1 Second: I have lots of favourite songs from this group. The MV is cool too.

FT Island - Girls Don't Know: Probably the first song I heard from FT Island. Hongkis's voice is just...perfect.

G-Dragon - 1 Year Station: A song about his fans :)

Hurts - Stay: Exactly my type of group, my type of genre and my type of song.

Jason Segel - Dracula's Lament: HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA. Just for laugh.

John Legend - Everybody Knows: His voice and the lyrics. Amazing.

On Rainy Days

Well hello there. Here I am, again. With a new blog. Just because I'm bored and I have nothing else to do on this 4 months break. Too lazy to work of course. 

As always, not much to write for the first post. It always starts like this and it will end awkwardly. I don't know. Okay find something interesting. Something interesting. Interesting. I really don't know. Should I blog about KPop? But I always talk about that. Urgh.

I can write whatever I want right? It's my blog after all.

But I think this post is already too long for a first post. Right. Okay. Yeah. I told you it's gonna end awkwardly.